Hampir pagi

udah hari ke5 ... gw tetep aja belom bisa bo2 ..sampe pagi ...
huh lelah juga sih ..cuma ... entahlah ...
pengen banget bisa nonton konser slank ..
karena cuma itu yg bisa bikin gw lebih semangat :D

abis kalo pengennya ke bdg/jogja lagi imposible banget
.................kangen banyak hal ...dan kehilangan banyak hal.........

Semakin ga jelas

entah semua semakin abu2 bahkan menghitam ...
kadang terlihat merah ... tapi ttp aja gw harus pasrah

ini memang terbaik..terbaik diantara semua yg terbaik
dan jika suatu saat nanti, ada yg lebih baik maka biarkan itu hanya jadi jika...

karena setelah ini ..setelah aku setengah mati...

tak perlu lagi kamu sebagai matahari
tak butuh lagi sinar indah purnama
tak ingin lagi hujan saat kemarau datang

aku hanya ingin kamu baik2 saja
karena aku juga begitu ... jika ...

Tuhan .. dia hilang

Kenapa???

RASA HAMPA DAN KEHILANGAN ..sakit?
Apa benar, berartinya sesuatu baru bisa dirasakan ketika sesuatu itu telah hilang?
Bagaimana rasanya baik2 saja?

dunia ku jadi abu2 sejak kita harus pisah... kenapa perbedaan ??? menyakitkan...

Ternyata???

SAKIT ... PERIH ...
Ternyata memang benar ga ada khayalan yg pernah sama dengan kenyataan
dan ga akan pernah ada yang ga benar2 hilang ...


lagi ga jelas... sejak si kuning benar2 pergi

v...a... part 3

hehehe dari milist sebelah

"Good Luck,Mr.Gorsky." Udah tahu belum apa arti dari kalimat "Good luck Mr. Gorsky." dari Neil Amstrong waktu dia mau pulang ke bumi? Begini ceritanya............. Berhati-hatilah dengan apa yang Anda ucapkan karena mungkin ucapan Anda dapat mempengaruhi sejarah! Begini ceritanya: Pada tanggal 20 Juli 1969, komandan Apollo 11 Lunar Module, Neil Armstrong dikenal sebagai manusia pertama yang menjejakkan kakinya di Bulan. Kata-kata pertamanya setelah menjejakkan kakinya adalah "That's one small step for man, one giantleap for mankind" yang disiarkan & didengarkan oleh jutaan pemirsa TV di seluruh bumi. Kemudian persis sebelum dia kembali mendarat di bumi, dia membuat sapaan yang cukup menggelitik "Good Luck,Mr.Gorsky." Pada saat itu, orang-orang di NASA berpikir itu hanyalah semacam sindiran halus untuk menunjuk rival mereka yaitu kosmonot-kosmonot Soviet. Namun, setelah dicek & ricek...tidak ada nama Gorsky di badan Antariksa Amerika maupun Soviet. Bertahun - tahun setelah itu ternyata masih banyak masyarakat yang penasaran & mempertanyakan arti kata Armstrong "Good luck Mr. Gorsky". Tetapi setiap kali ditanyakan, Armstrong hanya tersenyum penuh arti. Pada tanggal 5 Juli 1995 di Tampa Bay, Florida, pada acara wawancara pers seusai pidato, seorang reporter kembali mengajukan pertanyaan yang sudah berusia 26 tahun itu kepada Armstrong. Saat itulah, pada akhirnya Armstrong merespon pertanyaan itu. Dikarenakan Mr. Gorsky telah wafat, Armstrong merasa tidak apa-apa jika dia menjawab pertanyaan itu. Ceritanya bermula begini, pada tahun 1938 ketika Armstrong masih kanak-kanak, dia sedang bermain bola dengan tetangganya di kebun belakang rumahnya. Suatu ketika, temannya menendang bola terlalu keras sehingga bola itu mendarat di halaman sebuah rumah yang tidak jauh dari situ, dan berada persis di bawah jendela kamar tidur. Sang empunya rumah adalah Mr & Mrs Gorsky. Ketika Armstrong kecil sedang merunduk mengambil bola tsb, dia mendengar teriakan Mrs. Gorsky sedang marah ke Mr.Gorsky. Dan bentakan itu yang membuat Armstrong kecil tidak bisa melupakannya seumur hidup: "Sex!! You want sex?! You'll get sex when the kid next door walks on the moon !" True Story (100%)

buat kamu yg harus nya sadar .. kita harusnya ga bareng lagi :)

For all the years that I've known you baby
I can't figure out the reason why lately
You've been acting so cold (didn't you say)
If there's a problem we should work it out
So why you giving me the cold shoulder now
Like you don't want to talk to me girl (tell me)
Okay I know I was late again
I made you mad and dinners thrown in (the bin)
But why you making this thing drag on so long (I wanna know)
I'm sick and tired of this silly game
Don't think that I'm the only one here to blame
It's not me who's been going round slamming doors
That's when you turned and said to me
I don't care babe who's right or wrongI just don't love you no more
Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, you're gone, my fault, I'm sorryFeeling like a fool cos I let you downNow it's too late to turn it aroundI'm sorry for the tears I've made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you saidI just don't love you no more
I know that I've made a few mistakes
But never thought things would turn out this way
Doesn't make sense to me now that you're gone (I see it all so clearly)
Me at the door with you in a state
Giving my reasons but as you look away
I can see a tear roll down your face
That's when you turned and said to me
I don't care babe who's right or wrong
I just don't love you no more
Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, you're gone, my fault, I'm sorryFeeling like a fool cos I let you down
Now it's too late to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I've made you cry
guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more
Those simple words hit so hard
They turned my whole world upside downGirl you caught me completely off guard
On that night you said to meI just don't love you no more
Rain outside my window pouring downWhat now, you're gone, my fault, I'm sorry
Feeling like a fool cos I let you down
Now it's too late to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I've made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more

I'm not a perfect person
As many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learningI never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I goThat I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me

To change who I used to be
A reason to start over newand the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear
I've found a resaon for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over newand the reason is You

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over newand the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

I could hardly believe it
When I heard the news todayI had to come and get it straight from you
They said you were leavin’Someone’s swept your heart away
From the look upon your face,
I see it’s trueSo tell me all about it, tell me ’bout thePlans you’re makin
’Then tell me one thing more before I go
Tell me how am I suppose to live without youNow that I’ve been lovin’ you so long
How am I suppose to live without you
How am I suppose to carry onWhen all that I’ve been livin’ for is gone
I didn’t come here for cryin’Didn’t come here to break down

It’s just a dream of mine is coming to an end
And how can I blame youWhen
I build my world aroundThe hope that one day we’d be so much
More than friends
And I don’t wanna know the price i’m
Gonna pay for dreaming
When even now it’s more than I can take
And I don’t wanna face the price i’m
Gonna pay for dreaming
Now that your dream has come true

huhuhu :(

I thought I saw a man brought to life
He was warm, he came around and he was dignified
He showed me what it was to cry
Well you couldn't be that man I adored
You don't seem to know, don't seem to care what your heart is for
But I don't know him anymore
There's nothing where he used to lie
My conversation has run dry
That's what's going on
Nothing's fine I'm torn
I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
You're a little late
I'm already torn
So I guess the fortune teller's right
Should have seen just what was there and not some holy light
To crawl beneath my veins and now
I don't care, I have no luck, I don't miss it all that much
There's just so many things that I can't touch, I'm torn
I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
You're a little late
I'm already torn
Torn
Oh, oh, oh, oh
There's nothing wehre he used to lie
My inspiration has run dry
That's what's going on, nothings right, I'm torn
I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I'm ashamed bound and broken on the floor
You're a little late, I'm already torn
Torn .........